yay for recycling old pics...not too old..just a bit.

the day was fine..now it is all thundery and lightingish and such...scaryness will ensue.

had 2 phone convos yesterday, that was nice.

hung out and meet some interesting new peoples....hung out with candy girl and i gave her some stickers and candies and we listened to uber depressing musics together, mainly morrissey, sigur ros and cranes...she called me her pet and said that if anybody was mean to me that she would take care of them...then i walked her to her dorm.

meet a wiccan guy

i was giving today...gave 2 cds to 2 peoples...

didnt get back til around 8 something..all day over there...its ok, nothing to do anyway.

lent my cell to a girl.

discussed what animal we each looked like...me...i was the fabled catvark or aardcat which ever....go figure.

well i guess thats all...today i am to meet with my friend around 11ish...then call another around 630ish...meow

its always me...i kill it...i can have one thing, but i always want another...i want what i cant have...i should be content with what i can get, but that will never be enough...that being said..blah

still ill..

the day was ok i guess...the triangles are colliding...insertion of extra peoples isnt supported...triangle cant handle it...losing structural integrity..breaking up.

after all this i left myself feeling so out of place in this world...wheres my place.

well friday was a good tv night for musics....lou reed on jay leno, white stripes on conan, and blur on craig...leave it to dave to have the crap.....

friday i was still sickish..still am....got up early...went to campus and ran into my friend....sat on the ramp with the others...he said he wanted a granola so we both walked back to my apartment...he didnt like the flavor...went back...did some singing of flaming lips songs...we walked to the ceramics room......i continued to work on my exploded clay piece...then to class i went...watched zen film...then i hung out with the wacky girl who i always give peppermints to...then i came back to pack my things and home...ate real food..slept....the rest of the weekend went the same.

today i came a bit early...well about 1 cos i was gonna hang out with 2 of my friends from past college....we went to eat at some expensive burger place..eek....some fries and a drink was about 5 something...after several things went wrong we finally left...then we saw some exotic pets at a store...then off to the music/book store..evil!!!! i scouted the used cds and found several...ended up getting 4.....portishead, doves, mercury rev, and naked raygun....so many were left behind....peter murphy, underworld, sleeper, nick drake...more..i couldnt really see peacefully since i knew they were waiting...good thing cos id prolly have gotten many many more.

got back tired...had thoughts of calling a friend but opted not to.....got an unexpected email from a certain computer boy...thats about it...working on my mp3 cd...putting all my cranes albums..gonna do one with all my pulp songs and another with all my pj harveys...busy busy...

who will love me now?....gnite

ok ok im back for the week...kinda busy now, ill update more later...ok...yay.

while in class i was listening to a mp3 cd that a library coworker had given me a few months ago...i started listening to the buffalo 66 soundtrack which i usually skip...then a stan getz song came on...brought back happy thoughts...as did all the vincent gallo songs....oh well....memories is all we have.

today was horrrrrible i was soooo sick..the day was ok, then as the day progressed i got worse and worse...my voice was soo bad..that didnt stop me from talking of course :p. i wouldnt be suprised if i couldnt talk tomorrow. finished my ceramics project..well just about anyway..so less less stress for me..yay...sometimes i just dont know what im doing in life...people keep coming and going...cant keep them.

my friend from africa made me some pasta with veggies and delivered it to me cos i was sick...how nice of her...she didnt think granola was dinner enough...now i feel that i have to attend her prayer meeting next week....oh well, we will see what happens.

just dont know.

*cough cough* im sick...overexerted....zombish...yesterday i didnt go to bed til this morning at around 5 something then i got up at 7 something..no not for foolishness..i was finished my spanish group project....finally it is over forever and ever and ever. my group mate was here til about 430 when i let her leave...she did the cooking whilst i worked on the powerpoint....i was so sick this morning..ate too much junk food last nite...like a whole bag of lime lays chips and some thailandese tamarind candies and some veggie bologne and alot of coke and coconut rice...mighty sick this morning....then i had more coke in hopes of energy...well the presentation is over and i guess it was ok...after that i was pretty out of it in my other class...i got back around 5 and decided to take a nap at 6..got up at 9...im still out of it...gonna sleep early today...plus i like got a cold or something whilst sleeping or something..i already told my roomate that he could eat all the left over food...he was all like "you dont have to tell me twice"..he had already started the mac salad that the girl in my group left...our group had such a fun time yesterday night shopping for all our ingredients...we ended up buying alot of crap that we didnt need...mainly junk food...one of the girls in my group was got a donut...she was so hungry so she ate it..then when we were paying she completely forgot...it was so funny cos we were saying that the alarm was gonna ring cos of her stomach...the whole crusing thing was pretty fun if i do say so myself...it was an just such an interesting long day...also, while the food was being made the whole apartment was filled with smoke so we had to open all the windows and door...my roommates were pretty much no show during the whole thing...good.

my roommate is such a cack....he saw me with one of my class mates the other day and so he asked me if she was my girlfriend...when i said no he asked if i was atleast "banging" her....she found it amusing when i told her..

i still dont know what classes to sign up for....

i only have ceramics project left and its almost done so i have mighty mighty less stress now...a bit peaceful, just a bit.

im soooo ready to go home this weekend

well...sat was spent pretty much hanging napping and all that good stuff...blah

today was spent hanging a little bit of getting together with group and now some more working...oh yeah, my holiday phone calling of friends...i got to speak to 4 of them..there was one that i enjoyed the most...of course it had to be the shortest convo i had, but it was still the best :). tomorrow im prolly gonna have to pull an all nighter with my group..merp....anyway.

merry easter to all ye believers and to those who arent...merry sunday to ya. ta.

well...no classes today....got up at 8...logged around, had my pb...left around 1040something went to the library, meet my friend told him his birthdays...we hung there til a little before 12 when it was closed..then i went to work on my clay and he went to his friends house...a few later he showed up at the clay and then i convinced him to let me buy him a birthday lunch...so to subway we went..eek, subway is expensive..anyway i am 13 dollars poorer...got back to clay...i continued and he went home...i stayed working til 800....so basically thats how im gonna spend la semana santa....tomorrow more school work and sunday some more...no home for me...no family no easter no nothing...meh

its such a pretty yellow sweater, but do i want to walk around looking like a banana?

good friday?....well, it is one of my friends birthday...so it might be good.

anyway...more later.

alot of school work yesterday alot today...merp

ate japanese veggies today :)...meow

tori was on jay leno!!!!!! made me mega smile.

saw a baby baby little possum crossing the side walk today..so cute..

why must i always fall for the wrong mighty wrong peoples...i dont learn.

what will i do with myself......

this week has and will continue being soooo long...school work..i feel bad, yesterday i slacked off majorly for somebody that could prolly care less..maybe. so today im gonna be a full fledged school school school bum...but not the bad bum, bum as in being in school so much..yes

mmmokay..ta

ah...its not school thats stressing any more, its people...ive taken on too many happy missions, im too many ears for one person...my heart is breaking with all these people..i cant help them all....i cant make them all smile...im only one...

war tv is still mighty depressing, i just cant watch all those people looting and anarching around...so troubling..to me...and then when they turn on supposed traiters and beat them...too much...i just cant watch....and you will know me by my trail of tears.

kmart is dead....well one is atleast.....thanks for the music

came early today to work...tired...had 2 pb sandwiches, a granola and a pack of rits...

weekend was same ol same ol

i might be spending all week here..not going home for the holidays...all for school work...who needs easter anyway...again, this is "might"

i made 2 copies of 2 cds for 2 peoples..not that peoples care at all...its nothing to them...im just the burner...

roommate is back :p

current fav fav song?..."never enough" by lamya...this weekend i heard this song like over 30 times...i just love it soooo much...plus her version of "pink moon" of course...best 4.50 i ever spent.

im gonna be busy all week so dont know how much i'll be putting on this thing...oh well...anything is something.

well, i guess this is bye...til sunday(if im feeling up to it)...be getting to campus in a few....
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yes, that was a bit supid...anyway.

"...You write such pretty words
But life's no story book
Love is an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt
Do you like to hurt?
'Cause I do I do I do
This didn't hurt me
Didn't hurt me
Oh this hurt me"

thank you bright eyes.

slump...im just a bit slumpish as of late....my writings will be a bit skimpy..meh

tired..ill try and be better next week. i can only be me.

life is stress, school is stress ++

well, today has been so-so

got up at 800 because i was gonna go print more thingers for spanish but then i couldnt really get up from bed, started watching telly, being loggy, i finally left around 940 something...running a bit late, about to get to library when i ran into a member from my group, just went with her to wait for class, went over stuffs...class went ok, we're gonna meet tomorrow night...meh

oh yeah, this morning it was drizzly coldish...walking through the drizzly coldishness

after class i was gonna go straight to my other class, just skip lunch period and go work but then i got some snacks and decided to sit in the lobby, im glad i did, i ran into my friend, well i didnt run into him, i was sitting there listening to depeche mode and we saw each other whilst he was walking by, so we talked a bit and i tired cheering him up, thats my job..im mr sponge, i absorb their sadness and take it on...anyway, that was good...so after talked i went to class, did my thing and went and hung out...was tired when it was over so i just came back...around 6 or so...

im actually not as stressy as usual, im resting a bit...watching a bit of cher and whatever else is on..

meh again, i guess ive just nothing happening in my life....triple meh.

meew....nothing much to say...such a long stressful ulcerous day

im just out of it...im in the mood to just run around in circles

ive been so bad that i had 2 slices of bread and juice when i got back....

not in the moooooood...*gasping coughs*...

its soooo cold in here...stupid roommates...cold..

i actually got up at 640 today...ill be dead later on today...coasting...floating....

i dont foresee anything mighty wonderful happening today, just strife, trial, evilness....just and ordinary day.

ok, thas all....my back hurts, head hurts, tired....yup, its a school day.

well, got back around 8 give or take...most nothing was done, they just gossiped..blah

after our meeting, i pretty much stayed in the lobby and did some phoning...2 diff phone calls, i did my thing and paced around whilst talking, giving peoples something to look at...got back, continued call...hung up, got another call from somebody, showered and now im here...ok, i can still work on some stuffs im thinking...well i guess thats all for now...ta.

ok im back...

wah!!!! devendra banhart website updated..now has links to 2 live performances by this gifted wack...too good...hes sooo cute, in a quirky sort of way.

yes i went to kmart again!!!!!!!!!!! final days...only 7 days til it implodes, so anyway, the cd's(whats left of them) were all 50% off!!!! of course i had to get some(well, its my mom, shes such a saint, she knows, she paid for them). so i got another eva cassidy, joey ramone, & charlotte church. yes im evil...hahaha....so ive been inundated with musica.

*rewind*
ok well something interesting/funny/evil happened to me on thursday morning. well, i said how i had to get up early to work with partner for project well, we went to the library, got on the computers and started looking for sites and printing more stuffs, well, i was looking for recipes...i had printed one the day before...i had the site url on the paper...it said fooddownunder.com...so being the doof that i am, well i typed downunder.com...haha...you can guess what happened next....porn site!!!!!! then i couldnt close it cos of all the freaking pop ups...they kept coming, explosions of breasts and other womanly parts canvasing the computer screen....i was all panicing, hoping that nobody would see...finally, after scrambling around, duck hunting all those pop ups, i was able to conquer those female beasts....and that was my funny/evil/interesting/mega evil story that i forgot to mention the other day...

friday night...mah....i was so worn out from the week that i actually went to bed around 1140 something....ive said it before, im so weird, when i have no class the next day i sleep early, and when i have class i dont...go figure.

weekend was mega hot at home...drank like 2 thingers of juice...cartons....ate lots, as always..and was a bit sick...oodles of thoughts and dreams.

i had time to think about some things that have been going on in my life recently....came to certain conclusions...but that will have to wait.

tomorrow is 2 of my friends birthdays....ill prolly email one and cell phone the others g/f today since im lacking minutes on my cell and i dont want to call late tomorrow.

ive gotta meet with my group at 5....so in a few...blah blah.

im happy to announce that after months and months, ive finally learned my cell phone number...oh miracle of miracles. voice message has to be the greatest invent in a long time....twas nice.

yes yes, janis was here and there...shes everywhere.

i wonder what will be of the sweater borrower saga....more drama? intrigue?...

cruel intentions....ryan and sarah...what could be better?

cant remember my dreams...but they were there...so....yes.

did a bit of vac here in my room with the cheapy vac...gots to keep clean..

well, im guessing thats it til whenever.

ok, i actually slept, got some work done in ceramics, meet my friend during lunch, and more friends after class...then it got weird cos ex friend of ex girlfriend repelled each other...bizarre friend triangle....ok, well im out the door....back whenever...if ever...ta, have fun...i'll be listening to my janis tape on the way home, especially one song in part. i'll be somewhat sad because i wont have my computer, wont be able to see certain saved pictures. wet grass and magnolias will be in my dreams...whilst i fly through the breezy night sky...to the pink moon....ta

ok, im gonna actually go to be early!!!! hurrah....maybe i wont be so bad tomorrow.

today 4 people said they liked how i dressed...odd no? see, kmart rocks.

i got to download the song "damage" by david sylvian...mighty good song....oh the stars.

ok, now im off.

the day was...dunno. just there. well, got up at 630..left around 8...saw some friends...hung out with them til i got phone call....the girl in my group finally arrived at 9 something...went to library, did some printing..went to class...meet a friend during lunch....went to next class...hung out after with some peoples....watched some cats...came back around 550 something..roommate had double locked the door so i couldnt get in...went back to campus and sat on bench, read book, listened to some bright eyes, finally decided to try again..got back around 720...door was able to open....thats about it...blah blah blah...

its gonna be a busy day, i even had to wake up early. im gonna meet with a group member from my spanish project....so..that will be mighy soon, im just updating really fast.

cold....cold in the room

ok, thats it....til the later.

um...today i got attacked by a squirrel and a possum....well not attacked, but they came within really close proximity to me...no, they werent in cahoots, seperate incidents...but eh, it was amusing

i wasted like all of the libraries paper printing out some thingers for my spanish project..

i thought maybe i was gonna collapes today cos of little sleep and no breakfast...i was literally just floating through the day...the teacher was nice enough to give me a tangerine for breakfast.

all in all it was an ok day, the possum being the highlight....

well, when all was seeming its gloomiest...the dragon about to slay me...out of no where appeared my knight in shining armour..on white horse...and he made all the sadness go away....slept nicely, what sleep i had....and then i woke up...i dreamt that i was chatting til all hours of the night...haha...and campus police and other weird thingers.

"...It's so cold yeah it's so cold. Oh. What...is...this feeling called love? Why me? Why you? Why here? And why now? Oh. It doesn't make no sense. No. It's not convenient. No. It doesn't fit my plans but I got that taste in my mouth again, oh. F.E.E.L.I.N.G. C.A. double L.E.D. L.O.V.E. What is this thing that is happening to me? F.E.E.L.I.N.G. C.A. double L.E.D. L.O.V.E. What is this thing that is happening to me? Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah..."

once again i gave morrissey a break and let pulp in...they know whats going down.

merp...more later me thinks..