(My) misery loves (Your) company

maybe its a new life...maybe i will be ok....such a wonky existence.


sábado, agosto 30  

well, the weekends is here...first week went fine besides the overexertion.

things are a bit smoother now that things are at closure level with my friend...things are good, he's great.

3 day weekend..grr

lots of reading to do...too much in fact.

almost time to go on home...on the range.

bueno..tis all.

posted by Cosmic Dancer | 11:01:00 a. m.


martes, agosto 26  

gah...2 days into classes and im still hasseling with my schedule...started with 12 now im at 16 creds. over exhaustion these past days...zee friends kill.

i hate that emotions control me...if only i could find somebody who would give it back to me...im in need...hes just so...its not fair to me...love is so not fair...i give so much, grief is my reward.

cornnut time..

silent time.

posted by Cosmic Dancer | 8:01:00 p. m.


viernes, agosto 22  

*yawn*....so tired, ive been non sleeping for the past few...a bit worn out.

school starts in tres dias...

1 new roommate....1 to go.

gifts are nice, no?...i got some from my friends who got back from europe last week. yay to gifts, yay to european gifts.

got some sunchips..he loves sunchips.

posted by Cosmic Dancer | 12:12:00 a. m.


domingo, agosto 17  

well most things are well...after the whole "virus" fiasco and such.

classes are out for now..til next next time atleast.

WELL got evacuated for the hurricane goodness...for nothing. my room is orderly once again.

why must he kill me each time he comes around...ive been dead too long

posted by Cosmic Dancer | 11:46:00 a. m.


lunes, agosto 11  

that starburst boy butt commercial is really cute

my hair is in full "people stare at me" mode..tre bien

i need to talk to him...have the talk with him...he seems to want to be around yet is never around...confused much?

huzzah!!! last design project is due today...get to rest until the next semester....then its stress turned up to 10..again.

new bowie album soon!!! songs sound pretty good...me..ow....


posted by Cosmic Dancer | 12:57:00 a. m.


sábado, agosto 9  

almost that time of the week...mummy take me away..

i think im slowly recovering...step by baby step...he's slowly leaving the heart...electricity almost gone...a whole new power source...new illusion?, you bet. jump starts that baby right up.

he just called a few ago...made the whole forgeting moving on process more difficult...he just hurts too much...his bruises cause me pain...makes my soul hurt...it should be easier to forget...

4 more days to go go go go....next semester is still a grab bag....6 class days off isnt too bad...

posted by Cosmic Dancer | 11:22:00 a. m.


miércoles, agosto 6  

...im set free....i say i am, am i?...if only it was that easy..easy like sunday morning.

6....6 more to go go go.

i'd be hopeless right now, if only i had any hope to lose...any hope at all.

posted by Cosmic Dancer | 3:16:00 p. m.


domingo, agosto 3  

i guess its been a while. my internet was evil for about a week >;) but now its all better...for now

instablility has left me with little drive towards writing anymore

only about 9 more class days...tre yum

noones picking up the phone...its me, i know. are you gay? are you blue? are you both? maybe we can get through together.

posted by Cosmic Dancer | 5:10:00 p. m.
story of my life
its like magical mail
you cant go home
somewhere we can go
they make me feel
make my heart smile